Hope is a poison

You give me a shimmer of hope that something good might actually happen, a moment that will make me happy might finally arrive. That tiny temporary moment of my happiness is taken away just like blowing away the dust. It feels as if you want me to walk in a desert of loneliness and as a temporary relief you just give me some moments to relieve me of my pain but then it goes away and again I am left alone to walk in the desert. I am left alone to walk endlessly and I don’t even know what do you want from me.